Anyone Cares?

 It has been a very tough 14 (and counting) months since the October 7 attack on Israel.

I've been feeling very lonely since. 

Very few people at work offered their sympathies and support. No other friends or acquaintances (other than one neighbor) reached out. And even Canadian family relatives had a superficial approach to discussing this with me.

The magnitude of the events. The horrific videos (and forever PTSD). The rising anti-Semitism in North America, Europe and specifically in Canada. All made me feel more alone. 

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  1. Malinda FerrisFebruary 25, 2025 at 6:52 AM

    I think it can be too easy sometimes to keep our heads in the sand. And I admit that I am obviously naive to your closeness to this situation, as well as to a lot of the history. But I do care and I am going to make an effort to become more knowledgeable about this.

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